NOTES FROM COLIN ROSS[TRAUMA EXPERT] AS TRAUMAS HAVE AFFECTS ON BEHAVIORS AND IN INFLUENCES OF SEXUALITY...
VULNERABILITIES AND ISSUES OF TRUST-MISTRUST, LOW SELF ESTEEM, SHAME, MOOD DISORDERS AND IDENTITY AND INTIMACY ISSUES...
STRUGGLES IN CONFLICTS OF MEDIATIONS OF IMPOSITIONS AND COMPLIANCES...
INNER DIVISIONS DUE TO BEING WHO ONE IS EXPECTED TO BE AND THE REAL FEELINGS HELD WITHIN...
TRAUMAS OF TERROR, FEAR AND DAMAGE IN PSYCHE-EMOTIONAL-PHYSIOLOGICAL WAYS WHERE BLOCKS AND ANTICIPATORY REACTIONS PRECLUDE SPONTANEITY AND PRESENCE IN FULLNESS OF PLEASURE...
SUBTLE TRAUMAS OF EARLY HARM RESONANCE IN REACTIVITY FORMATION DEFENSES OR DEFIANCES THAT MAKE WILFULLNESS AN ENMESHMENT IN AN ENDLESS STRUGGLE WITHOUT TRUE WILL AND TRUTH OF URGENCY...
HARSH CRITICISM...EMOTIONAL ABSENCE...PUNITIVE PERFECTIONISM...BORDERLINE DOUBLE BINDS...ARE NOT USUALLY THOUGHT OF AS TRAUMA BUTT CAN HAVE A TRAUMATIC IMPACT ON DEVELOPMENT...
ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT...
SHOCK REACTIVITY IN BODILY DISTORTIONS OF HUNGERS...EMOTIONAL AND SPIRITUAL HUNGERS...TENDENCIES TO MASK AND VEIL IN AVOIDANCES...TO SEEK YET AVOID...
A WOUNDEDNESS SEEKING AFFECTION YET GOING INTO 'FLIGHT' AS EXPOSURE ACTIVATES FEARS OF SHAME[BEING CAUGHT IN THE ACT, AGAIN], GUILTY FEELINGS OF REPRESSED ANGERS OF HAVING BEEN MISTREATED, ABUSED OR NEGLECTED...HISTORIES OF PARENTAL 'OMISSION' MORE THAN DIRECT COMMISSIONS OF VIOLENCE...
RELATIONSHIP DIFFICULTIES, DISTURBANCES OF THE SELF, INNER CONFLICTS OF MEDIATED MANUFACTURED DEFENSIVE SELF AND THE INNER WOMAN-CHILD CALLING OUT TO BE PRESENT...
CONFUSIONS AND DENIALS OF A RIGHT OF CURIOSITY, EXPLORATIONS, AND STATES OF PLEASURE SEEKING THAT HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED TO BE AS PARENTS WISHES DEMAND...PAIN INTERNALIZED INTO ORGANIC IMBALANCES AS HEALTHY EROS IS NOT PERMITTED...
THUS LONELINESS...EMOTIONAL NEEDS OF CONTEMPT IN FEARS OF POTENTIALLY BEING ABANDONED OR FEARS OF THE VERY THING OR STATE ONE SEEKS...
SOMETHING WILL BE TAKEN AWAY...SOMETHING IS NOT PROVIDED...ONE HAS NO RIGHT TO A REAL TRUTH OF URGENCY WITHOUT RATIONALIZING THE REASONS FOR OR AGAINST...FREQUENTLY RESULTING IN FROZEN OR PARALYSIS OR OPPORTUNITY MEANS OF GRATIFICATIONS, PROMISCUITY OR SAFENESS...THE INSTINCTS OF EROS BLOCKED BY TENETS OR DENIALS THAT MAKE HEALTHY SELF ESTEEM SOMEHOW 'BAD' OR WRONG.............
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